So, since my grand daughter Sophia passed, I have been a very skeptical, bitter man. Then, Khloe came along, and really did change my view. If you follow this blog, you know how that went. I have since been through a lot of crap, which I brought on myself. Is it directly due to the death of our angel Sophia? Very possible, and I guess I never thought about it. Very possible, though. Anyway, I felt no responsibility or care at all. I can not explain why I went on such a "spree", nor will I try. Not now. But in hindsight, I blame nothing on anyone else. I was not forced to venture out, and leave everything behind. I did it on my own. But I was still very, very bitter and confused, and I suppose I still am. Seeing Khloe's face makes me feel a lot better, but I have to face the fact, that I am still pissed off at the World, at God, at the Universe, whatever or whoever. The death of a child is unacceptable. How can I get back to a "Happy" place?
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