I have so much going on in this life lately. New opportunities are rising, new dreams dashed, new stuff happening everyday. More stuff than usual? Sure seems like it, regardless of reality or some dreams stuck in my mind. More stuff. A LOT more stuff...
So, as I keep truckin' on in the journey, I have bumps and potholes in the road like everyone else. The challenge is how you navigate the road. How you, yourself, use the tools available, to make the journey as smooth as possible. Tap the breaks, steer the wheel, press the accelerator. Or, "Pull the trigger, drop the blade, and watch the rolling heads."
So much anticipation and stress lately in my journey, yet I know they are for good reason. If I were sitting still, stagnant, all would be mellower. Coming at me instead of me charging at them. I chose to take these new challenges on. Head on. And is it wrong to have all of my pain, fears, stress, anger, sadness melt away when Khloe is in my arms; smiling and cooing, melt away? Not wrong.
It may be all a mid-life deal, all of this turmoil and pressure to change. I get asked all of the time, "Why a radio show?' I always wanted a talk show of my own. So I'm doing it, and hoping for success. Even though I have no real radio voice or talent, I want to share things with others. Have others share with me, and others. A big circle of comments, laughs, discussion, information. But it seems this need to share with people over the "air", has opened doors. New off ramps and hiways...
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