I've been kinda careless as of late. I have had a total of 6 beers in the last week. I really wanted a stiff one today. But, I think of family. What would it hurt for just a pint of cheap vodka? It hurts so much more than it helps. Although I am not too much of a mean drunk, just the fact that I have alcohol on my breathe causes trouble. Not really fair, but oh well...
So I choose to deal with adversity without booze. Very tough choice, but as I scoot along, trying not to run over any innocent insects along the way, I notice things are clearer, deeper, cleaner. Yes, crisper too.
This clarity is most definitely a reason to stay "sober". And Khloe, my goof. So happy and content. If she cries, she needs fed or changed. That's it. No fussy baby stuff. She sleeps through the night pretty well. We are so thankful for her. I need her.
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